TERI KHUSHI KE LIYE MAINE AB TUJHE HI CHOD DIYA…

Here’s something a boy like anyone of us wants to say to a girl who he wanted to be his soul mate & love but destiny had cherry-picked something else… Kitni ajeeb baat hai na jab tum mere paas thi to har dam ye sochta tha ki kya main teri kadar nai karta…. Aur aaj jab tu mere paas nai to ye ehsaas hota hai ki kadar to hamesha hi thi par tujhe na khone ke yakeen ne andha kar diya tha… Mera tujhse alag hona itna hi naamumkin tha jitna tera mujhse nafrat karna….. Baitha hun thandi zameen par aankhon me teri wo ek dimple wali pyaari hasi… haath me teri ek tasveer hai jise dekh ke mai har pal mai tere chehre pe aane wale baal tere kaano pe laga deta hun…. Tujhe bahut tang karte hai na…. Mobile pe fake call pet era naam daal diya hai….. shuru karke bahut khush ho jata hun,,,, aur jab aas paas koi nai hota to man behlaane ke liye do chaar baate b kar liya karta hun…. Tere jawaab to mujhe pata hi hote hai na….teri payal ab mere haathon me bandhi rehti hai….ikdum waise hi… haan par uske ghungroo jarur nikal liye hain…. TAAKI TERI MAUJOODGI KA YAAKEEN TO HO, PAR EHSAAS NAHI…..yaad aati hai wo teri mangharat kahaniya… jo roz raat tu mujhe sunati thi…hole se Baby so gaya kya puch k eek goodnyt kiss de jaati thi…. Tu sulati thi to so jata tha, tu nahi sulati to aisa lagta hai ki meri neend hi so gai hai… wo meri pyaari si bachi, bheed me kahin kho gayi hai….jab bhi teri bahut yaad aati hai, to apne takiye ko bahut zor se hug kar leta hun, par ye to mujhe wapis gale hi nahi lagati…. Dekh na isko daant de…bol na ise tang na kare….bol na…. gaane nahi suntan hun mai ab… aur nahi sun paata hun apna hi naam… har cheez se tu judi hai…har chhez me tu basi hai, dil me kahin fasi hai…. Yaad aati hai wo gali mujhe… jahan mai aya karta tha… khud coffe shop me khada hoke tujhe balcony me bulaya karta tha….gali to ab bhi wahi hai, dukaane b wahi hai… bas bheed bahut ho gai hai… us choti si gali me ab mere liye jagah nahi… abhi abhi to rah mili thi… ki manzil hi mud gayi kahin….. Rota hun bhilakta hun… har dam girta padta hun… koi nahi hai puchne wala… koi nahi hai puchta, Baby jyada to nai lagi na….aa kissi kar dun…ab sab sahi ho jaega… kaun mujhe roz roz breakfast ki yaad dilaega… kaun mujhe ulti seedhi harkate karne se warn karega… kaun mujhe horror movies dekh dekh ke raat bhar jagaega… akun phone pe itni zor zor se chilaega…kaun mujhe anjaano se baat karne se rokega….kaun mujhe baat baat pe tokega… kaun mere ek phone ke liye din bhar wait karega… kaun banega bacha mera… kisko pyaar karunga… kiski hifazat karke bahut laad karunga…cheen leti apne aap ko… kyun cheen mujhse meri wo bachi… bahut masoom hai wo..akal se hai wo thodi kachi… jaanta hun wo kahin zinda hai… zinda hai wo tujhme… bandhi hui hai wo nafrat ki zanzeero me… jinko todne ki takat nai abhi usme… par ye na sochna ki ye bhi hai ek koshish…tu kabhi nahi aa sakti zindagi me ab meri… agar bhula na paunga wo pyaari si yaadein teri… shayad is chote se dil ke liye tu bahut badi ho gai…. Shayad ek pyaar ke saagar me kuch boondo ki kami ho gayi hai.. Khush rakhna ise ae mere khuda… tere aansu kabhi nah o teri aankhon se juda… mereaansu jhoote lagte hai to nahi sunegi meri ab siskiyaan…ye meri kasam hai.. ye dard ko daba lunga mai… in aansuo ko chupa lunga mai…in yaadon ki aag ko ashko se bhuja loonga mai… leta hun ab ek aakri alvida tujhse…karta hun ab is choti si kahani ka pyara sa ant… Khush rehna tu hamesha…khushiyan mile tujhe anant…. Jaa teri nazro se maine ab muh mod liya… TERI KHUSHI KE LIYE MAINE AB TUJHE HI CHOD DIYA…